Let’s Try This Again

The last few months have been tough. I don’t want to go into details, but I’m feeling the weight of my responsibilities and wondering if I’m going to make it to the next day. I’m confused and that’s been reflected in my entire so far this year so I think now my entries are going to be an experiment until I find something that feels right.

• I don’t know what I’m doing, on this site or in my life.
• I was recently diagnosed with hypothyroidism and while I know this is easily controlled, I still cried because it’s just one more thing for me to deal with.
• Some of my students have had difficult experiences over the past few months and I think I’m taking that on by worrying about them and trying to do whatever I can to help. No one prepared me for that and I don’t think I would have believed it even if someone had warned me.

Let’s see where this year takes me because I sure as hell have no idea what’s going on.