Something Of A Mess

Aaaand go!

• I knelt down today to do something and I legitimately thought I was not going to be able to stand back up.
• There has been a whirlwind of changes and while I’m usually pretty good at processing rapid change (or at least coping with it), right now it’s too much.
• On my way to an appointment, I got stuck in traffic and that made me mentally lose it, enough to reschedule the appointment in favor of going home to climb into bed and retain whatever sanity I have left.
• I recently tried to help someone with a hard task (vague, I know) and I found out today that it didn’t help at all. I’m really upset and feeling massive amounts of guilt.