Day 299

I thought about Mom a lot today. Today marks three years since the work accident that left her with a traumatic brain injury. Neither of us knew at the time that two years of increasing medical issues, including breast cancer, would follow. I keep thinking of things I could have done better but I know I did the best I could under the circumstances. I know I lost my temper a lot, my patience was non-existent at times, and sometimes I resented the situation and I feel horribly guilty for that. I miss her so much and I just hope she knew how much I loved her.