Day 257

I had a mini breakdown last night. I’m okay now and the reasons I cried were pretty dumb. I’m guessing it’s a combination of exhaustion and some dread for the holidays creeping in. I expect the holidays to be much better this year, but a part of me is scared about having a complete breakdown. This time of year has always been tough and now Mom is gone. I know I’ll be okay, breakdown or not, and that’s what’s important.