Day 205
Separation
Your absence has gone through me
W.S. Merwin
Like thread through a needle.
Everything I do is stitched with its color.
I cried for Mom today and I suspect more tears will come as the weeks progress. I don’t understand how I can be the happiest I’ve ever been while also still mourning such an enormous loss. I guess my emotions are whirling all around as Yom Kippur nears.
No, my mom has been gone for 13 yrs. I still cry for her. I’m not saying you will be the same way ,I think we will always have times that we will cry for our moms
To many things that gone on in your life that you want to talk to mom about. Atleast for me that is the way it is.