Day 81

I feel like I haven’t been crying as much as I should be for having lost my mom. I worry it’s a delayed reaction that is going to explode at some point, most likely at the worst time. I had a check-in with my psychiatrist today and expressed my concerns. He pointed out that I might be emotionally drained because of all the huge life events and changes that have happened over the last year. That’s sort of comforting, I guess.