Day 40

I’ve been meaning to buy an anti-skid mat for the shower because it can get slippery, but it hasn’t really been on my priority list. Then last night happened.

My shower was going normally when I started to turn to face the shower head and slipped. I just remember thinking that I had to regain my balance and I had to make sure I didn’t hit my head. I also distinctly remember thinking if anyone would even know to come check on me since I live alone and wondering who would take care of my dogs if something happened to me. I managed to not hit my head and fell onto my butt, but I was rattled. I finished, got dressed, went into the living room and promptly burst into tears before texting a friend, who assured me that nothing was wrong with me and if something happened, they would take in my dogs.

I’m exhausted.