Day 137

Random things:

• I didn’t sleep well again last night and had strange and disturbing dreams. I need my brain to calm down.
• I’m going to be in a book, which is exciting and kind of weird.
• My anxiety has taken up residence in my stomach, so if I look out of it, that’s why.
• I have a lot to do in the next six weeks.
• I’ve started reading a lot more, which is nice and an indicator that I’m beginning to adjust to this new normal.
• I’ve found myself tearing up at seemingly random times and wanting my mom.
• Right now, life is weird, wonderful, and overwhelming all at the same time.