Day 121

I had more not great dreams that are bringing up stuff I don’t even want to think about right now. I really hate my brain sometimes. 

I went to services last night for the first time in at least a couple of months and my boyfriend was with me. I was nervous, but it was because the community is so important to me. I can’t introduce him to my mom, but the next best and most precious thing I have is the community and my friends. It went really well and I’m happy about that.