I sat on the bathroom floor for at least 30 minutes yesterday and cried. Lots of different thoughts overwhelmed me during that time, but it all comes down to how much I wish Mom was here and how terrified I am of some things coming up because she won’t be here. I have a really good support system, beginning with my wonderful fiancée who held me last night, and I am grateful for that. But the emotions had been building up for a while and it was inevitable that it would boil over at some point. I will be okay and I know that.