Day 230

You get a summary of my day in bullet points. 

  • Woke up, could barely talk, and felt dizzy. 
  • Contemplated going into work anyway, realized that was dumb, and went back to sleep. 
  • Slept most of the day. 
  • Had strange dreams. 
  • Started calling for Mom softly at one point and then cried. 
  • My fiancée went out, brought home chicken soup, and coaxed me into eating. 
  • He also cleaned up after Maxine had an accident and took her out several times. 
  • Realized for the millionth time how lucky and grateful I am to have him in my life. 
  • I’m in our bedroom typing this out while he’s watching the Rangers/Astros game and I love the life that we’re making together. It’s so much better than anything I ever imagined. 
  • I think Mom knew she could leave me and I’d be okay and maybe she’s been pulling some strings while she’s been up there, wherever she is right now. 

One comment

  1. Your mom has never left, only the physical part that had been suffering is out of sight. She now has the ability to be with you all the time and pull those strings for you…

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