Day 103

Today was weird in the best way. It almost felt like the last year of bullshit never happened and then I would remember that Mom is gone. 

I love my mom, but I don’t want to make the same kinds of mistakes she made, especially when it comes to opening up to people. Sometimes I worry that I’m headed that direction, until something or someone reminds me that I have made my life my own and have a really beautiful community surrounding me through the good times and the bad. I am grateful for that. 


  1. You saw the consequences of your mom’s actions. I’m sure there was a reason for her actions. I never saw that side of her we always had fun when we talked together. Your mom would be really happy bc of the big smile on your face.

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