…for reasons I’m not in the mood to disclose.
Resilient – I don’t want to be resilient right now, I want to be able to fall apart without feeling guilty. I want to throw things at the wall and I want to scream until my voice gives out.
Strong – See above.
Grit – I don’t want to be going through situations that require grit. I’d really just like to maintain my sanity.
Everything happens for a reason – Oh really? And what is that reason? That the universe is just super bored right now? That I deserve this? Or maybe it’s just because life fucking sucks for some of us right now.
Power/soldier through – No. I am fucking exhausted.
Have faith – Go away.