Day 253

I cried a few times today thinking about Mom and what she hasn’t been here for. In a lot of ways, I feel guilty, but I know that I have no reason to feel that way and it’s just a combination of grief, my regular depression, and other things that’s bringing it on. I will be okay and it doesn’t shake the general happiness and contentment I have in my life. I just miss her and wish I could physically share all of the beautiful things going on in my life with her.