Day 93

Today was the first full day of the summer institute. It was lovely being with this group for Shabbat morning service and we did some learning and art too.

I got choked up at times thinking about my mom. I think about all the questions I want to ask her regarding a recent happy development. I want to tell her all about it. I can almost hear her telling me to be cautious, which I am, but I think she’d also be pleased. I’m just sad that she never got to see this while she was alive. It almost feels like I’ve failed her in that regard.