Day 170

My emotions are all over the place. The majority of my things have been moved to the new place, which is exciting. But I’m also feeling a lot of sadness but it’s not over the move itself. It’s just that this is yet another major life transition that Mom isn’t here for. So much has changed and I feel like I’ve had a sort of transformation, a forced one in a lot of ways, but ultimately a good one. The six month anniversary of Mom’s death is next week, which is probably driving a lot of these fluctuating emotions. I miss her so much.